[Buccaneer]

You sound like you are somewhat depressed. This may or may not be brought about by what ever issue that you have with your Dad.

Someone suggested that you seek counseling at USC. This is good advice and you should look into it. They probably have some type of medical clinic that you should visit and have a complete physical and blood work done. This can help rule out physical problems. It would probably be free through student services.

You may also be your typical young adult that doesn't know what he wants to do with his life. This too can cause you to be come depressed as well.

Please take the time and effort to look into this. If you do nothing then nothing will change.