The answer really is that [censored] happens, though.

MTTs are very high variance because they only pay the top 10% and the payout within that is pretty top-heavy. Online MTTs are very very high variance because they only pay top 10%, the payout is top-heavy, and the blinds often go too fast. Part of the variance comes from running a big hand into a bigger hands; part of it is comes from bad beats; part of it comes from never getting a hand; part of it comes from drawing a table with me at it [img]/images/graemlins/smile.gif[/img], etc.

Anyway, post hands, and quit whining.