Hi all,

I feel much better now. I've spoke with mother alot lately, and seems like she just didin't know what to do say and how to help me.
I've began going to gym aswell, it's great way to get this stuff out my body [img]/images/graemlins/smile.gif[/img]
I have also got contacts with some poker players from my area and so on.
I still haven't decided what to do with the school, i'm kind of tempted to actually play poker as a job at least for a while, so far I have thought it only as a hobby.

I got alot PMs offering help and support, aswell many offered help in this thread - I know I didin't answer to most of people, sorry about that.