[phish]

I think it's clear you need to get out of your current job. I think you should look for another job. Don't worry about references. Most employers ask if they can contact your current employer. Just say no and they won't contact until after they've made an offer and you've accepted.

I don't think you've proven yourself as a successful enough poker player yet, so I wouldn't plan to go 'pro'. Would be okay to quit and just play for a few months or so, but don't count on it yet as a lifetime employment.

But if your job is causing you physical problems, then there's no argument for staying there any longer. Forget the contract you've signed and the bonuses, etc. It ain't worth it.