[ginko]

If I was you I would quit this job and concentrate on doing what makes me happy. You could easily destroy poker given your description.

Life is about being *happy*. If your not happy then there is no point. You can do anything you want. Just believe in yourself and your abilities and don't give up.

I can't tell you what line of work to persue, hell I don't even know what I want to do(I'm 20, no college yet, living as a semi-pro poker player). But figure it out. Take some time off. Quit this job, do some volunteer and the poker thing, maybe go back to school, enjoy life.

I recently went into a deep depression because the way my life has turned out. But I've fought hard and come through with the support of my family, my gf, reading self help books(7habits), and taking vitamins+st johns wort. It's worked.


I wish you luck.