[The Goober]

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i've struggled with depression and anxiety all my life

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got put on an AD... then boom, had a social life and desire to get out there and be around people within a month. Got a girlfriend and everything.

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I had quit the meds, and started to feel as though it wasnt that I was scared to be social, just that I had lost desire to.

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I get put back on meds.

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College comes around and I feel rejuviniated, loving it

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I decide sophmore year, I don't need meds anymore

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Now here I am junior year feeling like all I want to do is sit in my room relaxing and playing online poker.

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Just stay on the meds. I think they are overused sometimes and aren't for everyone, but clearly they are really helping you.