Re: i m a pathetic gambling addict- self motivation purpose
ya that is why i dont get either, why do i gamble?
i asked myself that and i dont know either.
like i stated in the OP, i m a guy who just doesnt have that much feeling most of time. when i play poker, i dont feel like a rush or something, but yet i m still addicted.
i used to enjoy beatin people on board games, i still do, i m just a really competitive guy who wants to win everything i guess.
maybe i m playing for the wrong reasons, but i dont even think i have a reason to play cause i cant find one. i m pretty ridiculous.
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