[whiskeytown]

33 -

yah, I know...I am a little weird -but I actually just started - trying it as a substitute for alcohol - and I didn't start drinking till I was 29.

I feel I got my emotional development out of the way at that point anyways. Everyone I know who used when they were young stopped growing up at that point - you have a 40 yr old acting like she did at 16 when she started using.

big thing is, I don't have family to support - I'd be much harsher on myself if I had kids and a wife depending on me.