Take the remainder of your poker money and put it in a bank account you can't touch - find someone you trust absolutely (hopefully a parent?) to set this up for you. You need to get away from the poker tables for a while and put your life in perspective, and you'll be glad to have money sitting around later after this has all blown over. Apparently a 2+2er committed suicide today. (Post in the Internet gambling forum.) We don't need a second.