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Good luck Jake. Cutting back the drinking is probably a very good idea, especially since you have kids. You don't want to put them through the strain of having a grouchy, unpredictable, slow, or eventually even ailing parent. And no matter what you do or how you feel about it, you're always an exapmle for your kids, good or bad. They'll probably grow up to be like you in a lot of ways, so you don't want that to be something you feel bad about.