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Jeffage, you didn't flop the nut-nut with two nut redraws and counterfeit protection so you must fold unless the pot has 50 bb in which case you can check, and call one bet on the flop but only if you have the discipline to check-fold the turn if you don't improve. While I would never find myself in your postion, if I did somehow make it to the river, since you are first to act out of position, you should just fold, checking here is too aggressive.