[drexah]

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you seem like you're trying to convince yourself.

if you want to, do it.

or let me say this another way, you seem like you really want to stick it out, then do it. whats the worst that could happen?

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i've been told before that i am trying to "force" it to work...i guess it's because ive always really wanted a gf and now i have it, but she is very inexperienced (i'm her first real bf/devirg'd her) and im just trying change her to how i want her.

Yea i want to stick it out, especially since im going to be working my ass off at school and come home on weekends and just wanna chill with her...i guess nothing 'too' bad could happen, although i'd probably tweak if she called me and said she like F'd another dude. Not sure if that or if she said she just wants to be with someone is worse. No use worrying though, i'm just glad im playing sports to distract me.