[brimstone1]

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...The point is i dropped 10 buyins at the 109's which is really notthing. I've been through multiple 10/20/30 buyin downswings and the same thing happens everytime. I feel like crap after and I loose the motivation to keep playing. Now I'm totally getting better at dealing with loosing as I'm way over bankrolled...

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-You've had 10, 20, 30 buy-in swings before.
-You have been in this state of mind before, and can acknowledge its presence.
-You are "over-bankrolled" for your level,
-And "dropping 10 buyins at the 109s...is really notthing."

and yet... here you are, posting about it, ranting about it.

I think you need to socialize more. Your post looks more like a stream of self-spoken words rather than an actual thought-out question of any sort. This is the sort of ranting you should be doing to a friend.

I'm not complaning about it -- we've all been there at one time or another, and it's a tough place to be. I'm just saying that talking to a friend might be a better way of going about this, your problem has more to do with you than actual STT strategy.