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Is a 12 step program the only proven addiction recovery program? Here is the thing, I don't think I could get past step one. So, unless I start skipping steps, that wouldn't be very good. I am not saying you are wrong..I am just saying there might be better things for me to try.

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It's obvious that the 12 step approach isn't for you now. You believe that you can handle cocaine. I hope you are correct. If there comes a time that you don't believe that, then go to a 12 step group.

Also, stop worrying about being bi-polar. You can't know what mental illness you may have until cocaine is long gone from your system.

Good luck to you.
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