[mosquito]

There is no reason that you cannot write a book,
that is an admirable goal. I have considered writing
about Bridge, and have been encouraged to do so by
one of the leading authors on the subject (as well
as other experts). I am very good, but not at the
level that these people are, yet they feel (knowing
me and how I talk about the game) that writing would
be a good thing. There is no reason to think you
cannot, perhaps you might start with a piece for the
2+2 site? Just a rambling thought.

As far as your other goals and needs, you must also
keep in mind that the challenges you need to improve
may conflict with your need to derive income, at least
to some degree. Finding a way to minimize the conflict
will no doubt help you in the long run.

Perhaps setting aside 1 or more sessions per week for
a 'tougher' game. Do more thinking away from the table.
Spend time sweating someone you respect in a tougher
game. Getting lessons is another possibilty.

There is certainly more than that to think about, but
hopefully some of these things may help you think
about your problem.

mosquito