[Gamblor]

I generally keep a bankroll of between 800-1000 BB. I started playing for a living (PP 15-30, and a recent positive foray into the UB 30-60) about 2 months ago; I've never played real heavy duty before, I was playing 1500 hands a week. Now I'm playing 4000.

Two > 100 BB downswings. The first i handled well. The second approached 200 BB and I KNOW at least 50 was due to tilt. I want to know why I'm still tilting. I know better than to be results-oriented, but I still do tilt.

That's what I'm trying to figure out.

Truth be told, the money itself isn't even that important - I have more than enough outside my actual playing bankroll to keep me going for at least a year.