Re: I could use some help from someone who knows what they\'re on about
I would say seek help. My mother is a compulsive gambler and there was nothing she would put above gambling. I would contact a hotline and get help as soon as possible if I was you. It sounds like it is not the success that drives you, but the GAMBLE. It takes a strong person to admit they have a problem, and a stronger person to do something about it (something my mother has yet to do to this day).
The first step is to admit your problem, which you are doing (sort of). The next step is getting help. But YOU have to want to.
WILLPOWER.
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