Boy, I really sucked today.
 

That is all.

Re: Boy, I really sucked today.
 

as long as you learn from your mistakes there is nothing wrong.

But if you don't learn something and if you make the same mistakes then.....

Re: Boy, I really sucked today.
 

amazing similarities....

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i didn't suck but my results did. i'd probably give my play a B.

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That's what I meant to say in my post in the MTT forum this morning. [img]/images/graemlins/tongue.gif[/img]

Re: Boy, I really sucked today.
 

so did i. here's a hand i played 40-80 at commerce this morning around 5:

i had QQ in the bb. someone limped and some lady raised and two players called including some fat chinese kid who is pretty tightish. i 3 bet and they all called. 1 million dollars in the pot.

the flop was T42 rainbow. there's a lot of action between me, and the fat chinese kid and some other straggler who has nothing. when the fat kid (and by fat mind you i mean way fatter than me) 4 bets the flop i realise that im fuucked and that he has flopped a set of 4s (or tens or deuces). fuuck me. so i call and straggler is in there.

the turn is an 8. i bet, in complete denial of what i know to be true. sure enough fat kid raises me. i say "fuuck this, you flopped a fuucking set of 4s didnt you?" he gets angry and says "what do you think im putting all this money in with you know i have you beat. youre drawing to two outs. i have you beat." i yell "well fuuck this" and slam my chips down to call like a retard.

i check the river blind. it's a Q of course. he bets, i checkraise him and say "there! fucck you! dont fuicking call raises with pocket 4s anymore.". the whole table laughs, the kids calls. i show my hand and bring in the pot. i feel sick to my stomach. why do i act like such an assshole all the time? i hate hold em, i hate it so so so much. it's evil. fuuck i feel bad, what a mess. im so sick of playing bad, so sick of taking these people's money, so sick of the crying and whining and sociopathic behaviour. i need to get a grip.

hope that helps dave.

Re: Boy, I really sucked today.
 

Anyone who can use like four different varieties of f**k to get past the profanity screening and still use the proper Queen's English "behaviour" in one thread should be proud.

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Thanks. I've got some hands to post like yours, winners and losers, maybe like 5 or 6. You'll appreciate them more than anyone. Of course, I may end up posting none of them, who knows. It's not like I don't know which ones sucked and which ones didn't, and people are likely to get them all wrong anyways, so why bother, you know?

And it wasn't that my results were that bad, I only lost 10BBs, no big deal at all. It's just the first time in a long time that I didn't feel like I was playing anywhere near my 'A' game and the whole session was really a struggle. blech.

Re: Boy, I really sucked today.
 

people are likely to get them all wrong anyways, so why bother

We don't have to get them right for it to help. All we have to do is say things that trigger the right thought patterns in *your* mind.

Re: Boy, I really sucked today.
 

That's certainly true. I didn't mean it the way it sounds.