I\'m drunk, horny, and lonely
 

my life sucks. I feel like drinking and smoking myself to death. I don't want to live anymore. I don't have many friends and the ones I do have I barely even know. I'm broke, college drop-out, ugly, lonely, and lack any skills in the real world. I hate going out in public.

I've been thinking about committing suicide for a while now. For years. The only thing that is stopping me is going to hell. But, seriously, I don't even know if I care about that anymore.

I'm posting this on OOT because maybe someone will say something to open my eyes a little wider. Maybe I need attention. Maybe I'm just a loner who seeks friends.

Maybe I'm dead already.

Re: I\'m drunk, horny, and lonely
 

If you want someone to make you feel better-you picked the WRONG place

Re: I\'m drunk, horny, and lonely
 

Go vollenteer in New Orleans.

They are worse off then you.

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Go vollenteer in New Orleans.

They are worse off then you.

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true.

but I don't have money to go there nor to live there. I can barely afford a bus pass.

Plus, if I don't feel good about myself and want to die, I don't see how I can help them. I can't even help myself or my family or my friends.

I'm such a loser. If I had a gun I'd probably shoot myself. I'm probably stab myself with a kitchen knife but I'm too much of a wuss to go through that. I'd rather drive really fast on the freeway and go off some cliff or something.

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There is no hell. There is only mystery. Death is a mystery. Dwell on that. One day you will have to face something completely unknown. You have your whole life to spend preparing for that encounter with the unknown. You're going to die one day no matter what you do. You best not sacrifice all that time by commiting suicide when you're not ready. If you can't handle life you won't be able to handle death.

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If you want someone to make you feel better-you picked the WRONG place

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exactly why I'm posting this here. If someone, who doesn't even know me, can offer some kind of help, maybe I'm be inspired to do something with my life.

If I get flamed, so be it. I'm expecting to. I just won't listen to them much.

Anyhow, FU.

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Go vollenteer in New Orleans.

They are worse off then you.

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Great idea. I heard on NPR these two unemployed dudes were catching rides down to NO to help out.

If you want some direction, relationships, and relevence in your life, altruism is a excellent pathway. Especially in these dire times. GL.

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Go vollenteer in New Orleans.

They are worse off then you.

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true.

but I don't have money to go there nor to live there. I can barely afford a bus pass.

Plus, if I don't feel good about myself and want to die, I don't see how I can help them. I can't even help myself or my family or my friends.

I'm such a loser. If I had a gun I'd probably shoot myself. I'm probably stab myself with a kitchen knife but I'm too much of a wuss to go through that. I'd rather drive really fast on the freeway and go off some cliff or something.

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Hmmmm, ok, I can live with that. I've got my own issues that tend to make me care less about yours.

I could however offer you some information on Aromatherapy if you are interested.

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I'm drunk, horny, and lonely

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isn't that a country song?

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Go vollenteer in New Orleans.

They are worse off then you.

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true.

but I don't have money to go there nor to live there. I can barely afford a bus pass.

Plus, if I don't feel good about myself and want to die, I don't see how I can help them. I can't even help myself or my family or my friends.



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Check with your local Red Cross. They may be able to provide the logistics for your travel and shelter and will organize you when you arrive.