Re: Before I go to sleep at night,
 

I have to say, out of all the sexy chicks that make avatars, yours is by far the classiest and best looking. Nice choice.

Re: Before I go to sleep at night,
 

I've tried mental listings and writing them down, either way it doesn't motivate me to do things, then i just get self frustrated once a month. from a recent email i writen:

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I'm back to my once per month unhappiness in which i do the whole setting goals thing then never stick to them. I'm just unhappy lately with the fact that i'm doing nothing, i have no routine, no goals, nothing different. My attention span has gone with poker and building the new website and i'm doing myself more harm than good with those. it's like i like causing myself harm with them, maybe i subconciously feel i shouldn't have achieved so well/luckily so i'm trying to damage them. pokerwise i should be making hay while the weather is good, but i'm not.



I do other stupid things like this. there are certain things that in the long run would be a huge benefit to me and i can visualise the long run yet i don't stick to it. going the gym is a huge benefit to me, i feel a lot better every single day when i go 3 times a week, yet i wont. i know getting a bad sleep pattern makes me really shitty, yet i do it to myself. i know sitting in this room annoys me yet i'll sit at the comp for hours and hours. i know sending off for my licence would be great for me to have a car and to be able to randomly drive to scotland and hike for a weekend would be amazing yet i don't. i don't know why i do these things _against_ myself but i do them pretty often.

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i shouldn't have even found this thread, i should have been playing.

Re: Before I go to sleep at night,
 

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wow. i'm gonna start doin this.

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Me too.

Also, for people that do this kind of thing, I'd recommend this book.

Re: Before I go to sleep at night,
 

partially true. but it definitely doesn't stop it from bugging me for at least a few hours while i try to think about it. also what sometimes happens is i think of something and write it down but then can't read it later.

Re: Before I go to sleep at night,
 

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wow. i'm gonna start doin this.

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Me too.

Also, for people that do this kind of thing, I'd recommend this book.

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"What?"
"Stop touching me!"
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Re: Before I go to sleep at night,
 

Yeah, stop being a donator at 50-100nl on UB. You and Arbitary make that game worth while.