so goddamn bored....

[whiskeytown]

I'm bored......with everything -

with poker, with life, with movies, with guitars and playing music, with the goddamn heatwave outside -

and that's bad - cause then I go right to the nearest bar and attempt to relieve it - or to the fridge to nuke a shitload of frozen chicken, ...

I'm bored with the choices that life presents me, bored with the choices I've made, and I'm bored at work and I'm bored at home -

bored, bored, bored - absolutely no interest in anything - although things will change a bit, I suspect, with the trip to NYC this Wed - trying to keep Luv2DriveTT and his friends from hustling my entire bankroll the first night [img]/images/graemlins/grin.gif[/img]

otherwise, I'm up [censored] creek - already read half of the Professor, the Banker, and the Suicide Kings - if that don't do it, I got Stu's bio in the apt. office...

but no matter how you slice and dice it, I need something different - I need something new - a change...maybe I should drop acid.

RB