Can't Make Myself Play Anymore...

[IlliniRyRy]

Ozzzz,

I think you're way too hard on yourself. You seem like a very well-spoken, intelligent person. I sincerely doubt that you actually prefer to be alone. You seem to think that you deserve to be alone, maybe because of the way people have mistreated you in the past, and more importantly because of the way you treat yourself. I don't care how much you convince yourself that you prefer to be alone, I just don't think it's true. No one likes to be alone. Everyone likes to feel loved. It's human nature. You have some changing to do in my opinion. If you need my help, let me know.