Re: what the [censored] is wrong with me...
1. I could probably lose it sooner - I start cutting back on food a bit (and coke a LOT) and I'll be about 1500 calories a day down from normal...but I still like it..."sob"
2. - me and drinking have a long and varied history (covered in previous 2+2 posts no less) - my binge days are fairly worn out - but every once in a while I'll wanna let go and have a hard night...
mostly, I'm just bummed about having to end it and not really wanting to - thought this could be the one - and if I can't make it work with a cute artistic blonde who smiles and laughs all the time, then WTF am I gonna do...phooey.
RB
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