Re: ugh
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I wish it wouldn't take 20 posts to get what's going on out of you. Because I was all ready to offer awesome advice.
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It's probably a complete QLC thing, but sometimes things will come up in life that make us question where we're going, what we're doing, and whether or not to buy into the cookie cutter lifeplan that we've bet set upon because someone else has told us that is the way we should go. To be honest, right now I'm not buying it. There are probably things that have brought this on.
Recently in response to a post someone made about how bad poker is for someone's life I replied this
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Hmm lets look at my life right now:
I go to bed whenever I feel like it, sleep until whenever I feel like it. Work about 20 hrs/week. Go to the beach almost everyday, have the freedom to basically do what I want whenever I want to.
Yeah dood, you're right this poker thing is really killing my social life. I mean the extra free time, extra cash, and ability to make my own schedule...terrible.
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Hell, when I wrote it, I believed it, but I'm not so sure its true. And this has nothing to do with poker, I've been playing great lately. It's just that right now I'm living in La Crosse, with very few of my friends around cuz they went home for summer, and roommates who are more of just acquaintances than friends. My major activity of the week is a beach volleyball league one night a week. I recently met the coolest girl I've ever met, she was supposed to come visit and spend 4th of July weekend with me, but her boss wouldn't let her off of work, so pretty much boredom for another weekend. And overall I'm completely dissatisfied with my current school career, as I'm on my 3rd major after only 2 years and already looking for a way to get out of that.
I'm somewhat of a person who's interests jump around and are never held and blah blah blah, I don't even feel like writing this anymore. Enough info?
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