[timmer]

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The catch is, if I quit poker, I resign myself to working at a crappy, go nowhere job where my superiors have absolutely no idea what they are doing. I do not like that option

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this is pure unadulterated defeatest BULLISHSHIT.

you are the captain of your life you can do whatever you choose. if you choose wrong you can change and do somthing else.

release your fear and clear your scuttled by being STILL.

S- Sit up straight
T- Take in breath deeply
I- Introspect on your purpose for being.
L- Let in all sensations,
L- Let go of all thoughts and awaremess,

Do this daily and your path will become clear.

timmer