lem45216
09-14-2005, 07:35 AM
Throughout my fruitful life i have generally been tought that smoking is bad and as a result do not engage in it and frown a bit on those that do.
However
recently (within the last week) I have developed sudden urges to go stand next to someone who is smoking, or go to a smokey environment and savour that poisonous air. Now i really deep down don't want to go do this as i hate smoking, but i just all of a sudden (like now) feel the need to inhale some smoke passively.
I think this is due to me being down the pub most evenings, having friends who smoke and playing in a band in smokey clubs etc.
Does anyone else get this? Should i just accept that im addicted to passive smoking and live with it? How am i supposed to cure my addiction??
-jaffa-
However
recently (within the last week) I have developed sudden urges to go stand next to someone who is smoking, or go to a smokey environment and savour that poisonous air. Now i really deep down don't want to go do this as i hate smoking, but i just all of a sudden (like now) feel the need to inhale some smoke passively.
I think this is due to me being down the pub most evenings, having friends who smoke and playing in a band in smokey clubs etc.
Does anyone else get this? Should i just accept that im addicted to passive smoking and live with it? How am i supposed to cure my addiction??
-jaffa-