03-10-2002, 07:52 AM
So long, farewell.
No, I'm not quitting poker, I'm merely hitting the 'pause' button on the poker game of life.
Tonight was the straw that broke this camel's back. I'm not going to litter this post with bad beat stories, because quite frankly, I want players to cold call my AA raise with A8o. Really, I do. Moreover, I want them tied to their hand on the flop for a cap when it comes 8 high. Really I do.
And I know that sooner or later, when I raise with AK, there will be a card with a letter on it on the flop. Really there will.
And when I have two cards with the same letter or number in the corner, sooner or later, another of those special little cards will show up on the flop.
And I want people to chase runner runner flushes. I really do. Every time, even when the pot odds don't permit.
Now, here's the sick thing. I want them to make there hand in the above situations sometimes. That's future insurance.
But for now, it's only future insurance for you guys reading this post, not for the guy writing it.
Tonight was another disaster session...number 13 out of 15. I dug a hole that, even after reading "anatomy of a comeback", I couldn't dig out of. And I tried. Really I did. I had all the right tools. It started with AKc. Flop came As 9c 4c. This is starting to sound like the HPFAP cover, isn't it? We capped it. 4 of us did. Teamwork at it's finest. Turn was 3s. 3-bet. Beautiful. Three of us still in the pot...JTc, K5s, and myself.
I came in second when the Ts came on the river. Really I did. Que Sera Sera. Or something.
I've never said "nice hand" so many times in my life. I've never rehashed hands in my head so many times, and came up with the same conclussion...I couldn't have done anything differently.
And why would I? When I have JJ on a 6 3 3 flop, why should I slow down against a maniac pushing his 88 against me? Oh thats right...he may hit an 8 on the river. I'm glad he did. Next hand
But, dealer, for this next hand, deal me out. See, I'm leaving this week for Vegas. A good friend is getting married on Saturday. So I'll be playing cards in vegas this week/weekend. And then that's it. I'm done. I need time off.
And it sucks, too. It really does. See, I've only seriously been playing poker since November 2000. Not that long. And I feel somewhat accomplished, and I feel like I know what I'm doing. Last year at this time, I was a novice's novice, and I went to the WSOP. And I had the time of my poker-life. And I really wanted to go this year. But, alas, the money won't be there, and the temptation will be. Not a good mix. So, I'll stay home.
And, I'll read twoplustwo.com. And then I'll scratch my head, and wonder how anybody can lose at this game, when there are people out there playing K8o UTG, and cold-calling raises with 44. And I'll get the hankering. Really, I will. And I'll read a post my Tommy, and a post by Vince, and a post by mike l. By then, he may have found the 'shift' key. And the hankering will eat me up.
And, the middle of April will roll around, and I'll decide to take a stab at it again. And I'll be successful. Why? Because I have a good attitude about this. Because people will be calling my AA raise with A8o. Because people will push their 88 against my JJ on a 6 3 3 flop. Because when the odds are in my favor, I'll come out ahead. Because draws that are supposed to come in 1 outta 3 times will start doing that. And draws that are supposed to only come in 1 outta 24 times will resort back to their norm.
So, I'm gone, but not forgotten. I'll still be posting here, for better or worse. I'll still wonder how anybody gets as many pocket pairs as mike l. I still wonder if Tommy A. is going to name his yacht "The Button". I'm still going to admire with my whole being the wonderful humanity that is Andy Fox. I'll still wonder how some people can only care about the bottom line when they play this great game of wits.
And, sadly, most importantly, I'll wonder why I truly wanted to slug the face of the person who called my raise with 97o.
I'll sit at home and wonder when and where this picture of patience and calm went wrong. And when I have it figured out, and when I can assure myself that that ugly feeling I had today will never return, well then, I'll return. Really, I will.
Although, when I do, my posts may start appearing on the "small stakes" forum. I think that the people that play those games understand the game better than I do. Oh, sure, I understand the odds, and I can read people better than 95% of the poker players at any California Card Barn. But I can't play this game for fun anymore.
And they can. I need to learn that aspect, again.
Thanks to all. You'll still be getting my (unwanted?) advice. You just won't be able to give me any for a month or two.
Josh
No, I'm not quitting poker, I'm merely hitting the 'pause' button on the poker game of life.
Tonight was the straw that broke this camel's back. I'm not going to litter this post with bad beat stories, because quite frankly, I want players to cold call my AA raise with A8o. Really, I do. Moreover, I want them tied to their hand on the flop for a cap when it comes 8 high. Really I do.
And I know that sooner or later, when I raise with AK, there will be a card with a letter on it on the flop. Really there will.
And when I have two cards with the same letter or number in the corner, sooner or later, another of those special little cards will show up on the flop.
And I want people to chase runner runner flushes. I really do. Every time, even when the pot odds don't permit.
Now, here's the sick thing. I want them to make there hand in the above situations sometimes. That's future insurance.
But for now, it's only future insurance for you guys reading this post, not for the guy writing it.
Tonight was another disaster session...number 13 out of 15. I dug a hole that, even after reading "anatomy of a comeback", I couldn't dig out of. And I tried. Really I did. I had all the right tools. It started with AKc. Flop came As 9c 4c. This is starting to sound like the HPFAP cover, isn't it? We capped it. 4 of us did. Teamwork at it's finest. Turn was 3s. 3-bet. Beautiful. Three of us still in the pot...JTc, K5s, and myself.
I came in second when the Ts came on the river. Really I did. Que Sera Sera. Or something.
I've never said "nice hand" so many times in my life. I've never rehashed hands in my head so many times, and came up with the same conclussion...I couldn't have done anything differently.
And why would I? When I have JJ on a 6 3 3 flop, why should I slow down against a maniac pushing his 88 against me? Oh thats right...he may hit an 8 on the river. I'm glad he did. Next hand
But, dealer, for this next hand, deal me out. See, I'm leaving this week for Vegas. A good friend is getting married on Saturday. So I'll be playing cards in vegas this week/weekend. And then that's it. I'm done. I need time off.
And it sucks, too. It really does. See, I've only seriously been playing poker since November 2000. Not that long. And I feel somewhat accomplished, and I feel like I know what I'm doing. Last year at this time, I was a novice's novice, and I went to the WSOP. And I had the time of my poker-life. And I really wanted to go this year. But, alas, the money won't be there, and the temptation will be. Not a good mix. So, I'll stay home.
And, I'll read twoplustwo.com. And then I'll scratch my head, and wonder how anybody can lose at this game, when there are people out there playing K8o UTG, and cold-calling raises with 44. And I'll get the hankering. Really, I will. And I'll read a post my Tommy, and a post by Vince, and a post by mike l. By then, he may have found the 'shift' key. And the hankering will eat me up.
And, the middle of April will roll around, and I'll decide to take a stab at it again. And I'll be successful. Why? Because I have a good attitude about this. Because people will be calling my AA raise with A8o. Because people will push their 88 against my JJ on a 6 3 3 flop. Because when the odds are in my favor, I'll come out ahead. Because draws that are supposed to come in 1 outta 3 times will start doing that. And draws that are supposed to only come in 1 outta 24 times will resort back to their norm.
So, I'm gone, but not forgotten. I'll still be posting here, for better or worse. I'll still wonder how anybody gets as many pocket pairs as mike l. I still wonder if Tommy A. is going to name his yacht "The Button". I'm still going to admire with my whole being the wonderful humanity that is Andy Fox. I'll still wonder how some people can only care about the bottom line when they play this great game of wits.
And, sadly, most importantly, I'll wonder why I truly wanted to slug the face of the person who called my raise with 97o.
I'll sit at home and wonder when and where this picture of patience and calm went wrong. And when I have it figured out, and when I can assure myself that that ugly feeling I had today will never return, well then, I'll return. Really, I will.
Although, when I do, my posts may start appearing on the "small stakes" forum. I think that the people that play those games understand the game better than I do. Oh, sure, I understand the odds, and I can read people better than 95% of the poker players at any California Card Barn. But I can't play this game for fun anymore.
And they can. I need to learn that aspect, again.
Thanks to all. You'll still be getting my (unwanted?) advice. You just won't be able to give me any for a month or two.
Josh